"after awhile you just want to be with the one that makes you laugh"

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Friend's Only




thanks to wasted_graphics :) :)

everyone is staying, i just wanted a new picture

The good life
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ffatally_yourss
...i fucking love the good life more than life itselfCollapse )

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ffatally_yourss
We drank bottled water together and talked business,
I think I played the right moves.
You were looking over my shoulder,
as I went through the motions of another night.

And it is was alright,
because I thought I knew who everybody was just by looking at them.

My heart is anywhere but here
and how tired I was from the past couple of weeks,
from the past couple of years,
well it hit me all at once.


On a balcony overlooking nothing,
with snow falling all around,
I called just to say good night.
And you hadn't done anything wrong,
really, it's me not you.


I Can't believe how naive I was to think things could ever be so simple.
And can you live with what you know about yourself,
when you're all alone, behind closed doors,
the things we never said
but we always knew were right there.

It's got me on my knees in a bathroom,
praying to a god that I don't even believe in,

"Dear Jesus.. are you listening?"

If this is the one chance that really matters,
don't let me fuck this up.
If you had told me about all this when I was fifteen,
I never would have believed it.


i fucking love against me<3

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ffatally_yourss
Hey, haven't seen you around in a while [x4]
I didn't go to work for a month
I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
I haven't hung out with anyone
'Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say
I didn't feel angry or depressed
I didn't feel anything at all
I didn't want to go to bed
And I didn't want to stay up late
When youre living your life, well, that's the price you pay
Whenever I breath out, you're breathing it in
Whenever I speak out, you're speaking out
I didn't go to work for a month
I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
I haven't hung out with anyone
'Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say




talking shit about a pretty sunset--

Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight
Looking kind of anxious in your cross armed stance
Like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance
And I claim I’m not excited with my life any more
So I blame this town, this job, these friends
The truth is it’s myself
And I’m trying to understand myself
And pinpoint where I am
By the time I get things figured out
I’ve change the whole damn plan
Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight
Talking shit about a pretty sunset
Blanketing opinions that I’ll probably reget soon
I’ve changed my mind so much I cant even trust it
My mind changed me so much I cant even trust myself



this plane is definatly crashing
this boat is obviously sinking
this building's totally burning down
my heart is slowly drying up.

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je deteste boys.

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ffatally_yourss
Dear Maybe L-J Friends That Stumble Upon This Public Entry,
there are a few things you should know.
i bite my nails, i am going to be a sophmore. i read like a beast. i make bomb ass grilled cheese sandwiches.
i really like to run. i love harry potter and lord of the rings. my room is postered in pictures of famous people.
i love Ed, Ally Mcbeal, Degrassi, Sex and the City and Queer as Folk.
sometimes my mom really pisses me off. so much i wonder how we ever got along.
i love accoustic music. -Nina Storey, Conor Oberst.
i love rock. - Nine Inch Nails, Marilyn Manson
i love musicals. -Guys and Dolls, Chicago, West Side Storey.
i love movies<3
and i may bitch about not having any friends. but that's only because i spend the majority of my time at home.
my friends range from 14-21. they are predominatly male.
except for a few choice females <3<3
oh and i love my livejournal friends above all others.

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firefly&lt;3
ffatally_yourss
last night i saw a movie,
and i thought about how many movies i've seen at your house
excuse me if i'm rude
but i'd rather that we just strike out the record ones i'd see again without you
leaning on my shoulder, distracting me from the plotline


where can i go when i want you around,
but i can't stand to be around you?
"go home", i'll walk myself to you
ill walk myself away from here

"go to hell." is all i thought for seven weeks,
but I grew out of the phase of looking at these broken photographs of
people looking glossed, just like the way i could remember, a summer ago

where can i go when i want you around,
but i can't stand to be around you?
"go home", i'll walk myself to you
ill walk myself away from here

"call me back." i'm pleading with a ball of cork in my head
it wouldn't be the first time
my pillow has been mistaken

where can i go when i want you around,
but i can't stand to be around you?
"go home", i'll walk myself to you
ill walk myself away from here

can't stand to be around you
around you
around you
can't stand to be around you
can't stand, i can't stand
to be around you
around you
around you
around you
around you

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ffatally_yourss
so im planning on not using any bACKSPcing. okYT ASOEET. AORRY. SO olivia and jackie are int he bathoom ytelibg about not being lesboand and actuakky yelling and olivia wa slike mrs toe hget me napskins.a ndsonmee ujust fell., and iw as with jon g anbd dan tibnught tii, ui beed ti get tgen ybder cibntrik

my po-em for english.
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ffatally_yourss
so we had to do these summer poems for english. well it was any season really, and so i started this one, but then i changed my mind and did this one.
so my english teacher wants me to send it into this magazine called teeninc. we can send however many poems we want for extra credit, but they werent supposed to be assignments. anyway, i really like the one that she did too. it means a lot to me<3 anyway, i figured i'd post it.

ze poetry!Collapse )

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